i may look like innocent and cheerful..
but please..
don't judge a book by it cover..
i just want to say that i'm sorry for being a jerk..
i know i always say bad thing..
use bad words..
bullying people..
and shouting like a maniac..
i'm so sorry if i hurt your feeling really badly..
i know i'm not worth to be your friends..
i also don't want to make my mom cry again because of me..
it really hurt my feeling too..
i really bad to my brothers..
i don't think i can be their role model..
i don't think i can be a good daughter, a good sister and a good friends..
sometime i wonder why i exist in this world..
i only make people mad at me..
i done nothing good to people..
why don't i just die.??
so that people around me wont be hurt by me anymore..
they can be happy without me..
i know i'm to emotional..
i can't control my feeling..
i don't know why i too stuborn to change..
i just wish that i can be a better person..
i promise that i will try to change my attitude..