I wish I can throw away my heart..
Saturday, October 03, 2009 | 10:28 PM | 0 comments
warning : this post may contain bad words and a lot of grammar error..if u can't take it please do not start reading it..
oh crap..
it really hurt..
I don't know why..
whenever I think about it I cried..*sigh..it hard to be a girl*
usually I do not show my true feeling to my friends..
only to my bestfriends..
to my friends I think they see me as cheerful girl who always crazy and noisy..
but the truth is..
it really hurt when I think about my feeling..
I just wish I can throw away my heart..
I don't want to feel this sadness and cried over it..
sometimes I think alone is better than be with people..
they just hurt other people feeling..
for those who know me..
I just want to say this..
if u really think I'm annoying and I'm bad..
not really good to be your friends..
please..
just ignore me..
u don't have to act nice infront me..
I know I'm such a jerk..
but I don't think I can take it..
better just leave me alone and mind your own feeling..
make sure to turn your butt and walk away from me..
it pretty annoying u know..
act like a goody2 infront of other people..
oh..
sorry for not blogging recently..
I don't know what to blog..
-nothing to say..goodbye-