both. yup I agree with it. but I prefer lurus bendul. why I said that?

well. I think people ARE USING ME!!. one of my friend used to say this "hudha, jangan biar dia pijak kepala". pfft. now I get what she meant.

I don't know what wrong with me. I just think about helping people but I think they just using me to do their works. urgh! seriously. I'm sick with it. you treat me like trash slave you know!. for those who read this "silalah terasa ye sebab memang aku tujukan kat korang!".

hey don't blame me okay if I act like a jerk in front of you guys. I just imitate how you act to me. I don't care if you said "teruk betul perangai minah ni" because I AM A JERK AFTER ALL!!! I WANT TO BE A JERK!! I"M SICK BEING NICE TO YOU GUYS! go on. just say something or bad-mouth about me. I don't want to care about it anymore!

oh ya. one more thing. I don't know why some of my friends love to tell me their problem/uneasiness/feeling and etc. it not that I'm good at keeping secret. but I'm tired and it no use for me to tell others about what they said. so thank you for trusting me with it.

this post not for all who know me. it for certain people only!

*take from perfumes zodiac : you be a loser because of someone. not because you a loser*