You know what? It would be nice if I can be friendly with everyone don't you think so? Oh yea. But I'm a person who doesn't look around much. If you ask me what is my classmates names, surely I will failed that question. hahaha.

I don't know why, but I feel awkward to talk to them. I can only smile whenever I met them. They know my name but I don't know theirs. What a terrible person I am. 

I try to change, but it getting worst. I can only had one or two conversation with people then I'll go quiet and my mind go blank  because I don't know what to talk about. What a boring person. Most of the time I will have this serious expression on me. Oh yea. I'm having it right now even though I'm just typing. =.= 

Ah.. this is troublesome. I want to make friends but the way I do is the same as sitting at the corner.. Alone.. Looking at others.. I don't know how to change it. Serious.. Serious.. It boring. Yup. People will find you boring. 

My smiling face also looks fake. It seems like I hurt my face muscle. Okay I lie. I don't hurt my face muscle but the way I smile looks like I hurt my face muscle. =.=

And I get annoyed and mad easily. I don't want to blame it on hormone because if I do that, it looks like I'm having imbalance hormone for the whole year. =.=

Okay I'll end this boring post here. Good night..